Fear of 36

Well I'm 36 years old. For many this sounds young, for some maybe a little old. I feel like I've only got 30 or so good, solid, working years left in me. Yes I know, only 3o sounds like a lot left but some things take a long while to ferment. Rome wasn't built in a day. I feel such an anxiety, such a sense of urgency to move forward at break neck speed. I need to move a head, provide for my family, become something I can be proud of, to contribute a lasting legacy to society. Not everyone thinks that way I'm sure. What were Walt Disney, Vince Lombardi, Abraham Lincoln thinking when they were my age? Was there an urgency? Was there a maniacal spinning of the brain as they worked towards their purpose. Surely they didn't fall into their chosen professions and create such success by accident. I know Disney wasn't all that great working on the railways. Lombardi was a great Packers coach but he didn't fair as well in Washington. Lincoln struggled in politics before he was elected president. He did some good though.

What do I need? I need to make one good decision. And when that one's made, I need to find and make another, then rinse and repeat as Head and Shoulders says.

So what is my one good decision?